I need a break from everything
I need something huge that can clear all my thoughts
I need something to wash all the problems away
I need money
I need time
But after all I realized
One thing I thought I’d never need
One thing I have always craved the most
One thing I buried so deep, it sleeps beneath awareness
One thing that could light the way to all the rest
It’s love.
It presses on me harder than I can endure
It overwhelms me beyond my reach
It feels as if I don’t know what love is.
Now I fall into the old self with chaos glowing faint in the ashes.